Breakthrough...

I've just stumbled upon something.

Its a musical concept. Powerful, refined, beautiful, it brings everything into my mind very clearly. It dictates elegantly to me the role of the musician/artist within society, his audience, his art.

It is truly a eureka moment. It must have come from God, but if my initial inclination is correct then it will profoundly change my life, music, work, calling. It is a formula for music and its role within human consciousness. Ancient and futuristic.

I won't explain it here now. I feel very guarded about it. It will emerge, in what form I do not know. I would describe it in visual terms as electric blue with a soft golden light irradiating from its centre. I know that this must seem very abstract of me...but I have this image in my head. Maybe it might lead you into the same place. Imagine Brancusi's "Sculpture For The Blind", in my head I can picture the highly polished metallic version that he created. Now think of it blowing up...after the dust has subsided look closely in the wreckage, there is a tablet there. Marble. Hewn from the very fabric of earth. The tablet bares upon it this formula, a living computer program.

Please don't think of me as pretentious, I am writing merely a glimpse of what flooded through my mind. It is as though a dam has been burst by a flash of divine intervention. I didn't discover this, IT discovered me. It is true that I was searching, but I was reached out to...this is not born of my efforts. I can take no credit.

I must seem mad. Let me put it like this, I've either just had a direct call from the Universe or I am very naive and deluded. Maybe, this is the start of a new creative journey. I believe that I have been handed the road map. Please stick with me on this...maybe Douglas Adams had more effect upon me than I thought.

I feel that its a huge breakthrough. It makes me feel alive.

Drank coffee at the 12 Bar Club, looking for jobs, some interesting looking bits and pieces. I hope that it comes together.

Tom.